This Life

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about

Little Ghost is Marcel Piscione, a pop-experimentalist, multi-instrumentialist from Toronto, Ontario Canada.

All purchases go straight towards funding my future musical endeavours. ☺♡
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A record full of nostalgia. Like I have stated many times before, this is not a break up record. Yes, it was inspired by a very emotionally abusive relationship I was involved in, but less of the relationship ending and more of the dissociative psychotic reaction I had towards how it ended. I experienced both the worst times of my life and also the best times of my life while writing the songs for this album. I won't get into detail, but in a nutshell it is about the experience I had in this emotionally abusive relationship and the struggle of getting myself out of it, and the effect that it had on my life at the time. What I was going for with this record was more of a version of you "dying" & depicting the stages you go through when entering something abusive. Such as, Prologue (an introduction), Love (when you fall into it this abusive muse), Steady (when you're just going with it and what it supplies), The Fall Out (when it starts to go down hill), The Freak Out (when you hit rock bottom), The Wake Up (when you try and recover), "¿Friends?" (when you are fighting with almost everyone around you because you're just starting to be generally content again and you find out who your true friends are), and The Finale, which is when you start anew. After reading this all click on each song and read the description within them. I think (and hope) this can apply to everyone with everything. Not just a relationship but everything. This record mainly focuses on two types of people. Everyone faces these two types of people in their lives. One, that person that no matter how hard you try to love them, they won't let you & two, that person who you give everything to, love, compassion, life and your will, but ultimately lets you down and leaves you with nothing, at rock bottom. The people you try to come to terms with after an awful ending but it fucks your life up even more. This record isn't to get back at somebody, it isn't even really about somebody. If I didn't make this record, I don't know where I'd be. Probably not alive. I realize everyone isn't gonna like it, I do say some not nice things, but I don't care. I started this project to save my life. This 'abuser' that I came across in 'This Life' was insecure, beyond belief and it ruined her, trying to get the approval of her parents, her friends, everyone. She didn't know who she really was & my approval wasn't enough for her. This record, is for everybody out there who has been in my situation, who got out of my situation and for the future/possible 'abusers' out there. You're incredible. The way you are. You. Don't care so much what people think, it'll ruin you. I'm still trying to recover from all this but thanks for listening, thanks for reading and thanks for supporting. Wouldn't be on this earth without my fans. You guys are like fam. So, let the nostalgia sink in.. ♥ I give you, 'This Life'.

Stay Beautiful :)
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PROLOGUE
CHAPTER I: L♡VE
CHAPTER II: Steadÿ ✔
INTERLUDE PART 1
CHAPTER III: F∆lling
CHAPTER IV: FRE▲K❍U†
INTERLUDE PART 2
CHAPTER V: Wake Up ☼
CHAPTER VI: "¿Friends"
INTERLUDE PART 3
FNLE: The New Beginning
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released 06 March 2014
Everything independently done by Marcel 'Ray' Piscione
Mixed & Mastered by Jaimee Jakobczak of Your Way Records
yourwayrecords.com

Narration in Prologue by Alex Metcalfe
End Pad in FNLE by Randy Piscione

All Artwork by Lee Mobin
cargocollective.com/mobin
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Thank You's:

My Folks, My Nonna (RIP), Robert Halperin, Sean Stover, Devon Allen, Lukas Lyjak, The Abuser, David Lee, Otis Moore, Sam Picken, Kevin Henry, Christian Beattie, Daryn Pancer, Music Notes Blog, Sirens Of Decay, Eli Gancena, Josh Ombao, C3 Toronto, James Favron, Michael Angelakos, Alex Metcalfe, Andrew Thomas, Sean Sroka, Davey Setton, Jeffrey Michael, Matt Calvin, Sacha Katz, Sergei Kofman, Ben Barrett, Aaron Shafton, Jaimee Jakobczak, Your Way Records, Nicho Maher, Blake Hamilton, Aidan Crawley, Daniel Dempsey, Jason Harrison of Sirens Of Decay, Monica Chung, Brennan Chiu, Marcus Xau, Micah Bellman, Nick Marshall, Dov Lev, Victoria Wojciechowska, Nathan Day, Timothy Smith, Matt Ilkiw, the staff of Johnnyland, Alex Spears Gary Neville, everyone that doubted me & most importantly YOU reading this right now, yes YOU. Thank YOU ♥

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Track Name: Prologue
There's something
Between us
There's something
Cold
Between us

A loving host
And its virus
A loving host
And its virus
There's something
Cold
Between us

Two spores
Searching for homes
Two spores
Searching for homes

Two mushrooms
Waiting to grow
Two mushrooms
Waiting to grow

There's
Something warm
Between us
There's
Something warm
Between us
There's
Something warm
Between us
There's
Something
Between us

As a cigarette
to a flame
We burn
You burn
I burn

Like ice to the cold road
I slide
I fall
You slide
You fall

Like leaves to the fire
I burn
You burn

Like trees to the horizon
You drift
I drift

There's something
Between us
My spore
Your spore

There's
Something
Growing
Inside us
Our spores
Our spores

There's
Something
Growing
Inside us
My spores
Your spores
Our spores...
Track Name: Chapter I: L ♡ V E
Face like a doll and eyes you couldn't miss
She's looking right at me I'm leaning in for a kiss
Just two kids inspired by the city lights
Take my hand show me the way I'll show you how to live tonight
It's your slang, you're understanding
The things you say
Makes a guy go damn crazy
Couldn't even say hey
But just give me one more night or the rest of my life

So come on & come on lets go
Home now
I'll show you how to live, with yourself
& I swear we'll be fine my dear, so
We're in love runaway from our homes now
It's just you and I now dear all alone
And nothing will stop us now so

Shine bright or shine you crazy diamond
Ill hold you promise I'll never let go
Four letters never meant much but, now
I'll hold to it I'm not like them
You said come on grab my hand let's go
Far away from civilized nations we'll start alone

Sounded fair. Far fetched possibly ill take that and you were freaking me out. But blood filled arms my love was pounding me.
Risk it all like a simple game. For the fame of being just one. You and I new days lets run away

So come on & come on lets go
Home now
I'll show you how to live, with yourself
& I swear we'll be fine my dear, so
We're in love runaway from our homes now
It's just you and I now dear all alone
And nothing will stop us now so
Track Name: Chapter II: S t e a d y ✔
On a day that I would die
I just looked into your eyes
It was a place I could call home
A place where I wasn't alone

See right there is where we shared
All our firsts nothing compared
Driving down those highway routes
Coming out of simple droughts

On the day that I was born
People laughed parents sworn, I'm done with this mourning
To raise me other ways
Ways I could grow up and say
Were thinking they're alright
Cut the chord, fix the noose, its holding me tight
I swear to god everythings fine
Wine & dine, grow a spine, I'm crying with time

I'm just happier now
Finish lines where I'm about
Just a running starts all I need
To flee away from your disease.

So get off up on your knees
I've fled away from the keys
Where she could lock you right in
Her wretched heart, twisted sins

On the day that I was born
People laughed parents sworn, I'm done with this mourning
To raise me other ways
Ways I could grow up and say
Were thinking they're alright
Cut the chord, fix the noose, its holding me tight
I swear to god everythings fine
Wine & dine, grow a spine, I'm crying with time

Dependant kid oh your sad
It was all your parents had
And even though compared to her
You're all alone you're all alone

So look at news that just popped up
Lying people, tainted tops
You swear you never meant to lie
But now this just dies

On the day that I was born
People laughed parents sworn, I'm done with this mourning
To raise me other ways
Ways I could grow up and say
Were thinking they're alright
Cut the chord, fix the noose, its holding me tight
I swear to god everythings fine
Wine & dine, grow a spine, I'm crying with time

Being steady takes a stable hand
so grab on to me now if you can
If you ever had some faith
Show it this way
Track Name: Interlude Part I
Had enough on my plate
Now I need an escape
Things are just going down hill
Where will they go from here

But I'm just to scared to find out
Ill start living in doubt
Don't turn your back on me
Said you'd never turn, your, back.

Bigger things'll come up
Should've backed out of this love
Should've backed out of this life
I'll just get better, won't I?
Track Name: Chapter III: F a l l i n g
Ringing in my ear was right there
Death was near
I didn't want to admit it now friends
This was the end
I've had enough
I've said my goodbyes
My unforgived lies
This was my battle cry
Tell the children we all got by

Your voice grew weary of your news
I couldn't chose
Life or death while knowing this
Ignorance is bliss
Why'd you gone do it
Why'd you can't take this pain away
Well maybe, cuz its just here to stay

I walked in my heart was racing
About to collapse while all you laughed
It wasn't just this but a trigger so
Point the gun here, point it quite near
Cuz I'm fed up with all this now
Ill escape then they'll all now how
We felt now without love
So take me above
I didn't sign up for this love

Sits both legs crossed she's the doc
I'm just so scared
What do you suggest as the elders say
Take him away
Send him to that place
Drug him with his face
He'll thank you in his later days
if he makes it that way
Dizzy locked up my thoughts faded
Lost and alone
No phone, no connection to the outside world
my eyes were curled
I couldn't breathe
Help me with my chest and receive
All the thanks in the later years
So just stay near

I walked in my heart was racing
About to collapse while all you laughed
it wasn't just this but a trigger so
Point the gun here, point it quite near
Cuz I'm fed up with all this now
Ill escape then they'll all now how
We felt now without love
so take me above
I didn't sign up for this love
Track Name: Chapter IV: F R E ▲ K ❍ U †
I swear I can barely breathe
With you choking me
Oh so lovingly

she had her special night
Now its my turn
to get back at her

Few more drinks
Few more drags why not
Now I'm lying down, unconscious now

Like i can barely care
I'm ready now
Its my time to freak, won't you see

Pass the booze pass the girls pass this life
I'm not scared of death, I only live in fright
Only the good die young so guess she lived it up
But she'll be living for a while
One guy who thought he knew himself now he's on the ground
He's in tears now
Now its his time to make it all back now
With this booze and how, party sounds so don't turn around
Track Name: Chapter V: W a k e U p ☼
I can't quite remember
when the last time the world shined bright
Woke up here, whats here
Not quite remembering waht happeend last night

But I was crying, was dying, was lying was crying but now
Now its all gone.
I'm moving on
Track Name: Chapter VI: " ¿ F ( r ) i e n d s ? "
My eyes facing the wrong way
My parents always yelled just look straight ahead or else you'll be dead
See where I grew up thats what I was taught always sufficing my words to the bird as time spun around the clock
Fight & fight to our backs
Always turned to harms way just so they can all say
I had your back just all day but they were pretending to know all the ways
All the lies and the trades

But only real friends can sense screams, ill say
Because they're all just walking away

But why won't any of my friends, talk to me.
And I don't care if I gotta fight this thing all alone
Dark faces and strangers are just whispering
But I couldn't care less, cuz I know finally where I'm at

Simple streets are dark hazes, feels like I'm walking alone where I was stoned for expressing myself freely
Now I wasn't always alone, simple partner in crime at least for some time but thats a different story
Moved on, far gone, I'm feeling alright even when I'm wrong but I keep going and going. Hoping to find some answers
Only couple people on my side
The ones that would never ever speak a lie not like last time

But why won't any of my friends, talk to me.
And I don't care if I gotta fight this thing all alone
Dark faces and strangers are just whispering
But I couldn't care less, cuz I finally know where I'm at

Some things will never change, some friends say thats just the end
Make three friends in life then you shouldn't think twice
You'll move on to next life
Mourners will never cry
So enjoy your lonely life
Close enemies will enjoy their rights

But why won't any of my friends, talk to me.
And I don't care if I gotta fight this thing all alone
Dark faces and strangers are just whispering
But I couldn't care less, cuz I finally know where I'm at
Track Name: Interlude Part III
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Track Name: FNLE: The New Beginning
Pack my bags I've been had

That old life wasn't too bad

Now thats not me, I start anew

Something you never knew I could do

Ill do just fine without you

Everyone was right about it too

So now this is my last time

Last rise the stage so goodbye

I'd love to feel bad

I'd love to run away

That old lifes done

This is the new me today

Sounds sad but I'm quite happy

With this 
That lifes done

That was my goodbye kiss

So goodbye

My departing gift was that last note

sweat running down my antidote

I've been locked up but now I'm free

Ready to start a new me

Don't give up, don't be sad

Not easy this lifes been bad

I've been blind, I've been dumb

But now I'm finally done

Keep me in one piece

Don't jump don't cut

Ill be the lead

To your problems and your starts

Aslong as I'm the best part

All those lies all those days

Things I can now just laugh away

Meant nothing to you

Left me with nothing else to do

Bored, bored, bored you're always on my mind

But now I see threw all the lies

Not my fault I'm happy, you want me to die

But I'm done with final goodbyes

My finale's been stated threw

I can start doing things I want to do

I'm fucked and ill never get better
The parties over, hang up the grey sweater